Monday, December 26, 2005

desolate pieces...




these are all dangling bits which do not mesh together...
wondered why...
we are like that...we have certain facets which complement...and yet others which totally abhorr each other...sometimes we have to suppress our natural, gutteral instincts...sometimes we have to turn our backs on love...sometimes we have to look normal when we want to erupt...we have to smile when we would rather cry...
times when we are forced to pull up a brave front so that others may not point at us...
life can be so complex or maybe its the way i etch it out...
maybe i am trying too hard...or fancying it...
there are so many battered end...dreary and quiet...drained and devoid...
i want to let go...
i want to smile...
i want to be happy...
i want to be shallow...
just like em...
i am stupid...
i smile...i laugh...i drink...
all to cover up the pain...

This post is dedicated to Faisal...a new entrant...a debutant in my circle...but he just didnt make an entry...glitzy and superfluous...rather he made a bold impression...
Thankyou bro for always being there...in a short while i have stumbled across someone whos a homie for life...
U gave me a reason to smile...
A reason to be...

God bless u...

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